The fourth week of my first career which is in China but due to visa issue I am back to Ipoh for a few days.
I don't know since when I have so many hard feelings come across.
Since when I have become so pessimistic towards things around me.
Since when I am not that talkative guy anymore but started to swallow all the hard and yucky things even the tasty one alone into my stomach.
So I am sitting at this lovely comfortable place with some smooth background music playing (not my fav Jazz).
Experience proves that people can be easily crave for sugary food when they feel stressful.
Lack of privacy, lack of sharing, lack of life- My one-month told me this.
I need something but don't know what actually is that.
Mmmm, where's my savior.
